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<\/a><\/p>\nI don\u2019t want my child to grow and become one of those guys or girls I don\u2019t want him or her to live miserable vulnerable life I don\u2019t want him or her to get depressed and take his or her life. When I was in my country I thought I will marry with someone in one day and have child live happily but now I changed my mind to not to marry or have a child which I don\u2019t have to.<\/p>\n
I knew in Mongolia they can\u2019t take that because they are not in that level yet they don\u2019t really think a lot that\u2019s why. I know if you see brighter side of marriage and having a child maybe you will never get lonely and maybe your child would be a great person who invent something great like Nicolas tesla or etc. On the other hand your child have a hard times like you and your mother. As my parents they give everything to us their young age, their times, money they spent all their live to us but how about not give a birth to a child die alone? You can spend your life as your life not your child.<\/p>\n
A some time ago I saw the news that one guy to sue his parents for giving him a birth that time I didn\u2019t think that much about the situation but now I can understand why he sued his parents. Mongolia has a very small population so people don\u2019t understand how hard to live and compete with others to survive. Its hard to survive and you will get depressed sometimes i even think about giving up on life go back to Mongolia live like a Mongolian eat and sleep and has a 4 days off in a week but here country i living i do 2 other job to feed myself i dont have an off day i have to study too even if i get a boyfriend i dont have time to spent with him so we broke up he is also very busy we hang out only once in a week but that was also soo hard for us to meet.<\/p>\n
To be continued…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I wanna write this letter in English because not many Mongolians understand this kind of state of mind. I am a female in my mid 20’s […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":283496,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[475,13,12],"tags":[92,493,483,489,486,125,218],"class_list":["post-283495","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-special-release","category-friends","category-love","tag-ger-b-l","tag-493","tag-483","tag-489","tag-486","tag-hajr-setgel","tag-h-hed"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/283495","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=283495"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/283495\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/283496"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=283495"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=283495"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cekc.mn\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=283495"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}